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Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Where to now?

Ok, so now that I decided I need a new social circle I am still at a loss how to go about this. I have been thinking it over and gave up each time, it was hurting my brain too much. It would just be a whole lot easier to move to a run down shack in the middle of nowhere and never speak to anyone again.

I have been going over in my head the places I visit routinely. There is work. No way in hell that I want to get into the middle of the drama in that place. From my observations those people are only your friend long enough for you to turn around, then they are talking about you like you are a dog.

The only other place I go to is the gym. I was talking to one of the employees there today they told me that they have reached membership of 20,000. I was stunned. I have been going there for a year and out of 20,000 people I have met no one. The only people I talk to there are the ones that I already know from work.

So maybe it's me. Could I be the reason for the lack of new friends? Nah.....couldn't be. Ok I am not the most out going person that has ever graced the face of the earth. Hell it could be worse though, it's not like I am Queen Bitch only Princess Bitch. So my first little baby step is to try to appear friendlier. I am going to try this week at the gym and see what kind of reaction I get.

Hey I said baby step! You cannot move a mountain over night.......

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